The past repeats itself

Things always have to change. No matter what. Change can also mean the fall back into a previous pattern, which seems to be a regular occurence in life.

Baby I'm afraid of a lot of things
But I ain't scared of loving you
Baby I know your afraid of a lot of things but don't be scared of love
Cause people will say all kinds of things
That don't mean a damn to me
Cause all I see is what's in front of me
and that's you

Well, I've been dragged all over the place
I've taken hits time just don't erase
and baby I can see you've been fucked with too
But that don't mean your loving days are through
Cause people will say all kinds of things
That don't mean a damn to me
Cause all I see is what's in front of me
and that's you

Well I may be just a fool
But I know were just as cool
and cool kids they belong together

Once I get over my own doubts, fears, emotional shit, and... hell, myself... I realize that I am in love with life. Possibly a boy, but I won't go into that.

Falling for You

I could see myself with you
Goin' insane with or
Without you.
But without you I'm lost...
...A sweet, longing memory of how
An innocent smile shifts the
Ground beneath me and the
Plate-tectonics open the Earth below
Letting me fall.
Falling for you every time.
--Whitney Littlejohn

What you don't realize when you confess your love of me is that I get lost in this new world; you are my only guide, and I don't have you with me. What do you expect me to do?